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So hey...I never wrote a journal on this before...couldn't really see much point. I mean if you really want to know something about me or my day, my msn is right there, just ask. But..I felt like I really wanted to write something today, something that I wanted read, but I couldn't put it in a poem, or a story, or a picture. So, journal it is.

What would you do if you knew you were going to die, of something uncurable, and you knew it would be soon? Now...ask yourself that again, but from the point of a woman who has no children, no husband, isn't really in the prime of her youth, and has very little money. All I was doing today was having a pint with my dad in the pub, grieving for my nan, and after he left, I was about to finish my drink when my mom's friend called me over. As usual, she was drunk as hell, and when I sat down, she started to talk. Badly.

"Hi Rob...this is my mate Anne...and...and I told her you could help cause you're great....". I thought, Jesus Christ, what has she got me into now, but I just smiled at Anne and asked what was wrong. Turns out she was going to die soon..something to do with her brain. She started off explaining how she was trying to be brave, and how there was nothing she could do about it at the end of the day, so she may as well accept it. But...within a couple of minutes, she just starts to cry, telling me she's scared of death, that she just wants it all to go away, she's sick of the pain and wants it all to be back to normal...and then she just looks at me and asked for my help...

What could I do? There wasn't much I could think of...I just let her cry into my shoulder for a while, saying nothing. I hated every moment of it...what was I supposed to do to make it all better? In the end, she just thanked me, went back to my mom's friend and carried on talking. I guess...moral of the story is...we all think we can cope till the chips are down...and then what can you do? If I can't even be there for someone else..what chance do I stand when the doctor tells me I've only got a week to live...
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Run To You - Bryan Adams
  • Reading: The Magicians Guild - Trudi Canavan
  • Watching: Outlaw Star
  • Playing: Chromehounds
  • Eating: Chinese Food
  • Drinking: Guiness

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  • Current Residence: 5 Doors from Net. In sunny England ^_^
  • Interests: Stuff and things. Currently, I want to build up the money for a good camera, and start photography.
  • Favourite movie: You know, that one with guy and the hair.
  • Favourite band or musician: Oh they play that song, hows it go "Duh duh duh nah nah Wow, duh nah nah".
  • Favourite genre of music: Audible. Where you can hear the words.
  • Favourite artist: Oh easy. Stephie Germain.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hmmmm. Terry Pratchet for writing, and Gerald Thomas (He's my grandad ^_^) for poetry.
  • Favourite photographer: Nettie!
  • Favourite style of art: Prettys.
  • Operating System: Nets. No, wait, my own! Finally! Um...Windows?
  • MP3 player of choice: MP3? What the hell's that? Does it make toast?
  • Shell of choice: Hmmmm.... I prefer BP.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Knobbly ones.
  • Skin of choice: Skin? Like computer skin of human skin? Hmmmmm... I guess it doesnt hurt to have skin.
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII. Duuuh. Or Cheese Racing.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wow. I like lotsa types. I'm not gonna pick.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gene Starwind.
  • Personal Quote: Time apart is Life wasted, and life wasted burdens the heart.
  • Tools of the Trade: Me!!!!
  • MSN: cheesesnackaq@hotmail.com

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:iconreadyaimmisfire:
raaa.
lovesyou.
^__^
<3
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Demons run when a good man goes to war. Night will fall and down the sun, when a good man goes to war. Friendship dies and true love lies, night will fall and the dark will rise, when a good man goes to war.
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:iconan-develare:
Haha good! About time.

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The Greeks had only one question for life before death: Did it have passion?
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:icongawainesangel:
Thank you so much for the devwatch& favorite~!! :heart:____:heart:
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:iconan-develare:
Hmm...so didn't finish the poem in one day, eh?

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The Greeks had only one question for life before death: Did it have passion?
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:iconhentai-sweetie:
thanks for the watch

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For Godsake, YES that is James/Kojiro from Pokemon with boobs in my Avatar and here's the link to it [link] now STOP asking me!!! :faq:
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:iconlightmusashi:
Hey! many thanks for the watch! It really means a lot! ^_^

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2. One day, I’ll be a great manga artist.
3. The longer the journal entries, the better my art becomes.
4. The more flashing friend icons, the better my art becomes.
9. Critics are only critical because they are jealous of my stick figures.
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:iconan-develare:
Thanks for the fav *heart*

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The Greeks had only one question for life before death: Did it have passion?
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:iconan-develare:
You know, I'm never sure if you are on or not (msn).

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The Greeks had only one question for life before death: Did it have passion?
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:iconduet-the-shadowseer:
I'm generally on, but the stupid time difference forbids all -_-
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:iconan-develare:
What were the times we were talking together?

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The Greeks had only one question for life before death: Did it have passion?
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